So Yeah...It's Been a While

It has been many months and I just came back to check out my blog to see where I was last time I posted here. Last time I posted here I weighed 262.6. Funny thing is last weigh in I weighed 262.6. What are the odds?? I have stopped doing weight watchers and I am currently using myfitnesspal as a tool to help me lose weight. My journey over the past year has taken a lot of twist and turns but I am still here. I did gain some weight approximately 14 pounds, which is what I have lost so far with the help of myfitnesspal. When I first started WW last year I felt I had all the support in the world. I was going to meetings with a girlfriend my boyfriend was being supportive and my sister was being supportive. Now it's over a year later and my girlfriend dropped out because she got pregnant and has since had the baby and isn't caring much about losing weight anymore. My now husband doesn't do much as far as being supportive either. For a while he would cook things that were healthy that would help me out or would go walking with me...now....not at all. My sister has too many issues of her own to even worry about being supportive about my journey. So where does that leave me? I am on the journey alone. I make youtube videos but no one views them or comments. I have a facebook page geared toward weight loss and no one ever responds back. Though I only have 10 likes...but nope no one says a word back. So yeah it's just me on the journey. I actually started writing this entry because it's the 4th of July and I was trying to get my husband to do something active with me such as go to the mall and walk around or go to dave and busters and play some games...but he isn't interested. All he wants to do is go sit in theater in the dark for 2 hours. I don't know how I am going to stay on the road to weight loss alone...but I will do it. I am losing weight for myself, so I suppose I don't need support...though it would be nice. So I am just going to keep pushing and doing what I need to do. I am going to renew my journal and write here at least once a week so I can keep track of my journey better. Even if no one ever reads this...I will at least be able to go back and read these entries to help myself. -A