Checking In...

Wow so it's been over a month since my last post...wow! Yeah it's crazy. But guess what? I haven't gained weight. I have actually lost! My weight loss total right now is 61.4. Of course I wish it was more...but my weight loss has slowed down significantly. Why? B/c I suck. lol Well maybe not suck...b/c if I suck I would be gaining weight, right? Let's just say I haven't been doing all I should. I haven't been working out like I should...and I haven't been tracking my food like I should. Such a shame. I really need to work our harder b/c guess what?? I purchased a wedding gown! Yay! It's a size 24 (ugh)...but at this point I actually wear (in regular clothing) a size 20. Formal clothing tends to run a bit smaller...so it's all good. I still need to get the gown altered b/c it still doesn't fit properly (it's a bit too big!)...so in a few months I'll do that. I hope to be able to maximize my weight loss and have the dress taken in a lot more. I need to focus on my arms. They are HUGE! I've always hated my arms...and they are terrible in size. I mean I'm thankful to have arms...but sheesh they are huge. So when I get paid Friday I am going to invest in some weights...oh yeah and USE them.

So yeah that's about it. I'm trying to do the wedding planning thing. Though I'm doing pretty good at this point. I have my dress and venue, dj, photog and flower vendors booked. The only things left really are get the tuxes, maid of honor dress and get a cake. Not bad for 8 months out! I want to take engagement pictures soon also. Perhaps next month.

Oh yeah so I went to an amusement park not too long ago. Maybe 2 weeks ago. I haven't been in several years b/c...well I've been too fat. Well the results were...I could fit on all but 2 rides. Of course the 2 rides are the biggest, newest, best rides...but nope, couldn't fit. It's as if they are making new rides smaller. Egh. It sucks...ok, it REALLY sucks....but no worries b/c I'll be on it next year and that's a promise. F-this. It was embarassing to not be able to fit...but luckily they have seats outside the ride so you can "test" if you fit. I guess they know they made the seats ultra small. I mean how messed up is it that a woman who wears a size 20 can't ride a ride? I mean dang. Oh well to me a size 20 isn't huge...but it isn't small...so I GUESS I get it. Oh well...there is always next year. And trust me next year come hell or high waters my ass will be riding EVERYTHING!

Well that's my update. Still around. Still plugging along on the weight loss train.

- Me