Weigh in #9

Okay so in a surprise turn of events I lost 3 pounds this week! Shock...gasp! lol I know, right! I'm so excited to say that. I have now lost a total of 26.4 pounds. Yay!

Last week was pretty decent. I had a slight Japanese incident in which I won't get too much into. Needless to say I know that Japanese is now a trigger food and I'm not allowing myself to go there often. However my sister "took" me out to lunch after we walked on one day..and I dumbly agreed to go..is dumbly even a word? Anyway...well I agreed to go. Bad idea. So I tried to be a good girl and box up half my food before I even started...but needless to say once I got home I ate the rest...I mean as SOON as I got home. Totally defeats the purpose. I mean on Vday I was fine bringing home leftover Japanese...but the other day last week..not so much. What was the difference? Well on Vday my bf was home and we both put our leftovers in the fridge and spent time together. This past week I was left to my own "fat girl" devices...and that left me alone gorging on Japanese food. UGH. I have eating issues. (duh)

Well anyway...I'm hoping for a great week this week. I've already walked twice this week and I do believe I'm going again Friday. We are up to 3 times around (yay us!) and so we are killing it! I really want to look into getting some ankle weights...maybe 2 pounds...nothing major. But hey it's a start!

Random side note: so I have shared I walk at the mall for exercise. so at this point we go into "smaller" stores all the time and just look at the clothes...sizes...blah blah. Just to look. Well so I've been in just about every "small girl" store there is around at this mall...from American Eagle (I actually purchased an XL sweater there for $8...I can't EVEN wear it..but yeah) to Ann Taylor. How about my sister/walking partner wanted to go into Forever 21 and I froze at the door. WTH. Okay...I think I have some sort of preconceived notion about that store...but I couldn't go in...WOW. I have got issues. I mean I absolutely froze at the door and opted to go to the bathroom instead while she went inside. Wow. I guess I hear so much about Forever 21 I just didn't want to bother and have them stare at the 300 pound fat chick. SIGH. And yes I have heard they sell some plus size...apparently they have a tiny RACK somewhere with "plus size"...whatever. Yeah so I don't foresee myself going in there for a good 100 pounds. EGH. I'm good. BOO!