Back For The First Time

Okay so I'm back. I was going to start a new diary and erase my few entires but I decided to not do that. I am back and this is my diary...so it is what it is! Anyway so I started Weight Watchers January 3rd. I joined the 2nd, Sunday and started the program on Monday. I have used WW in the past and was successful...my downfall came when I stopped the program and decided my life should be an all out can eat buffet rather than a healthy lifestyle. Anyway so I joined and hopped on the scale and it was a HUGE gain....I started WW at 337.4. Yeah that's a lot...tell me something I don't know.

I will tell you this though. I have committed to 1 year straight of WW. No stopping, no stalling, no waivering. Yes, I'm still going to eat a slice of pizza every now and then...and I'll likely have a piece of pie too. However...my problem has always been the ALL or NOTHING mentality and I can't live like that. I can't NOT eat out at a restaurant ever again...nor can I commit to eating only grilled chicken either. Life is about variety and I need to do that in order to maintain a healthy lifestyle.

So now hear this..."One year of WW"...no if, ands or BUTTS about it! I can do this. I refuse to look back next year this time and say...shoulda coulda woulda. No sir! I must do this...I am excited and I'm ready.

I've had a good week so far. I've had a few temptations. My BF offered to buy pizza and wings and I said no thanks. My sister invited me out to dinner and I also said no. Okay allow me to explain.......

I just started and I'm not strong enough to resist temptation and fatty meals yet. I need to get back in the swing of things before I can say...sure let's order pizza and I'll eat 2 slices and a salad. Mind you my typical mindset it...PIZZA...nom nom...ALLL YOU CAN EAT....not literally, but it's something like that. I need to be back in the right frame of mind...and eating pizza right about now is NO BUENO!

Anywho, I'll be updating this often. I just wanted to check in. So here I am in all my (fat ass) glory...337.4.

ME