Weigh In #13 {Operation Twoderville!}

Okay so this week I lost 1 pound. Egh. Not happy with that whatsoever. It seems as soon as my ass gets close to being under 300 my weight loss slows. GRRR! Okay so I've opted to change things up this week. How so you may ask? Okay well first of all I purchased a 3 months food tracker at the WW meeting. I am going to start paper tracking...and I mean tracking ALL of my meals. I am quite sure I am not eating enough points. I for a fact track every meal BUT dinner...so I do believe I'm leaving too many points on the table at the end of the day. BAD idea. So yeah. Also I am going to work out to a DVD/TV this week aside from just walking at the mall. Though my sister has been out of town so we haven't been walking anyway. I did take my dog for a walk yesterday and plan on it today as well. I think my body needs more exercise than what I've been giving it. Oh yeah and also measuring all of my food...I MUST do that. Eye balling my food is lame and I know better. So that's the plan for the week. This is called Operation Twoderville! I am going to get under 300 if it kills me. At this point it's more than a number...this is MENTAL. It's killing me weighing over 300 pounds. F this!

Progress

DATE: .....WEIGHT: .....+/-


1/2/11 337.4


1/9/11 331.2 -6.2


1/16/11 328.4 -2.8 (Total -9)


1/23/11 324.8 -3.6 (Total -12.6)


1/30/11 324.0 -.8 (Total -13.4)


2/06/11 320.4 -3.6 (Total -17)


2/13/11 318.4 -2 (Total -19)


2/20/11 314.8 -3.6 (Total 22.6)


2/27/11 314.0 -0.8 (Total 23.4)


3/03/11 311.0 -3.0 (Total 26.4)


3/13/11 307.6 -3.4 (Total 29.8)


3/20/11 305.6 -2.0 (Total 31.8)


3/27/11 304.4 -1.2 (Total -33)


4/2/11 303.4 -1.0 (Total -34)


6/5/11 287.2 (Total -50.2)


8/7/11 276.0 (Total -61.4)


8/14/11 273.8 -2.2 (Total -63.8)


8/28/11 274.4 +0.6 (Total -63.0)


9/4/11 271.4 -3.0 (Total -66.0)


9/11/11 270.2 -1.2 (Total -67.2)


10/7/11 267.8 (Total 69.8)


10/24/11 262.6 (Total 74.8)


7/4/12 262.6 (Total 74.8)


7/8/12 260.0 -1.6 (Total 76.4)


7/25/12 254 (Total 83.4)


7/30/12 251.2 -2.8 (maybe!!) (Total 86.2)


8/6/12 251.2 -0 (NO change!)


8/21/12 SCALE NOT WORKING PROPERLY! GRR!!


8/26/12 246.2 (Total 91.2)


9/6/12 240.8 (Total 96.6)


9/23/12 238.0 (Total 99.4)


10/14/12 233.4 (Total -104)


11/18/12 223 (Total -114.4)


12/10/12 219 (Total -118.4)



NOW for some pics:

Weigh In #12

Okay so I lost 1.2 this week for a total of 33 pounds. I made my 10% goal this week! Yay! So excited! Yeah I wish I had lost more than 1.2...but honestly it's not that bad considering I went out to dinner 3 times last week. 1. night my bf graduated from college 2. our 3 year anniversary/night we got engaged 3. girl's night out. I should have thought harder about girl's night out and planned for another night...but egh. It was a lot of fun and it was worth it. I am hoping this week I'll lose a good amount.

On another note so we got my (new) engagement ring yesterday. And it's a size 10. Yes that's large...but it's still 1/2 a size smaller than the last ring I got (dec. 09). And the ring comes with a warranty or protection plan that allows for free sizing..forever. So once my fingers get smaller I'll be able to get it sized down at no cost! I'll be able to pick my ring up on April 11th. Soooo excited! It's being sized so yeah...I have to wait 2 weeks.

Anyway this week I walked 3 times this past week. I didn't really dance at night...which is another reason why I didn't really lose much Sunday. I am going to get back to that...b/c I do love it. I suppose tonight is the night! lol Well that's my update...just wanted to check in and keep myself more accountable!

Brace Yourselves!

Okay so this week has been good....Wednesday I had a good day. It was my boyfriend and I's third anniversary. We went to dinner at a Japanese restaurant and then saw Cirque du Soilei. It was def. a good time. And this is where you should brace yourselves...when we got home he proposed!!!! OMG! Yeah so apparently I'm getting married. What???! I know!!!! yeah this has been one of those WHOA...OMG...LOL....WTF weeks! lol

Anyway I guess it's a good thing I'm already on WW b/c Lord knows I'm not trying to be the world's fattest bride. OMG...lol. (Sorry I randomly OMG when I think about getting married). I am about to leave work soon...I'm going walking at the mall then I'm going to go home and nap. I worked an overnight shift...so I'm very tired and I have a headache. But that's not gonna stop me from walking!

Tomorrow is girl's night out. We are going to have Japanese (yup same restaurant...I picked it lol)...and then Dave and Busters for drinks and games. I don't believe I'll be drinking as WI is the next day. I don't want to have a bad weigh in. I already am pushing it by eating out twice this week...no make that 3 times. One night we had take out Applebees. I did order off the WW menu...but still. And my leftovers are in the fridge from Wed. night but I'm afraid to eat them. I think I might not. I mean why have another higher in point meal...with more sodium. Egh...we'll see. Anyway so that's my check in....I'm getting married....OMG!!!!!!! lol

Weigh in #11

Okay so I lost 2 pounds this week! I am very happy about that...though I guess it would be likely hard to believe. Yesterday after the meeting I was talking to my friend and I literally started crying b/c I'm just so unhappy with my weight. It's a combination of PMS...and just me going nuts I guess. I mean I am now at 305.6...and it just kills me that I am still over 300 pounds. It sounds crazy..I realize...but I'm just so bummed. I'll get over it...I need to cont. to work on my mental state. I am totally cracking up. I just truly feel like being under 300 will be so awesome and I can't wait for it!

Also yesterday my sister joined WW. I'm excited to have another WW buddy...so that's def. good. I am officially at 31.8 pounds lost. So that means I get my paid subscription to Pandora! My next 10 pounds my reward are a pair of (pink and white) Nike flip flops. I loooove flip flops...so I can't wait! So very excited! Bring it on!

Miss {Not As Big} New Booty [NSV]

Okay so I went to a musical last night and it's a local theater that has pretty small seats. I went to this same theater for a musical back in September of last year. Well this time the seats didn't DIG into my hips...nor do I feel any pain OR have bruises. Yes, I had bruises from last time I went on my hips (sad, yes I know!)....but this time it was great! I was able to sorta cross my legs a bit (not for long....b/c well let's face it I'm still fat...) but yeah it was awesome! I felt so awesome when I sat down and my fat didn't bulge out the side. Amazing what almost 30 pounds will do. Woohoo!

I admit this hasn't been the best week ever. But after last night I see why I am doing this...and I am going to renew myself and be on track. I am still over 300 pounds. So yeah I have a ways to go...but I can do this. I can't wait to go back to that theater in a few more months!

Score ONE for the (smaller) big girl!

Weigh-In & Bad Day

Okay so this past week I lost 3.4 at weigh in for a total of 29.8. Yay! I am so excited. I'm .2 away from 30 and my new reward of "paid" Pandora.

Side note: UGH yesterday was terrible. I had Japanese twice. UGH! I am pretty sure this may have ruined my WI for Sunday. But I am going to just hope for the best. SHAME ON ME! I shouldn't have done that...but for some reason I lost my mind. Ohhhh...and I had some wine. At least 2 glasses. UGH! Bad, bad, me.

I'm back on track today...but DAMN it. I'm not gonna beat myself up though. I am just going to move on and be on track for the rest of the week!