I am still doing Couch 25k. I actually did Week 5 day 1 today. Oh GOSH that is such a difficult work out! I am proud of myself though for sticking with it. I would LOVE to be a "runner" when it's all said and done. Also I've been doing it in the morning rather than when I get off from work. I hate getting up earlier than I usually do...but it wasn't working for me to do it in the evenings after work. After work I am usually tired and hungry and I can't possibly work out. And if I eat then work out then I get sick...so yeah. Early mornings it is! I do love having a treadmill though so that way I can just go into the other room and do it.
Not much else going on with me. I am at working out 5 days a week. I am not sure if that's enough though. I think I feel that way because I weigh myself every day (bad idea I know) but when I do the days I don't exercise the next morning my weight is typically up...and I HATE that. I mean I know I need a day off from exercising...but it's hard to wake up to a weight increase. I mean it may not be an ACTUAL weight gain but gah it still sucks!
One of my other biggest things right now is both my engagement/wedding ring are both too big! I mean my engagement ring is actually one size bigger than the wedding ring...so it's REALLLLY big...and it just gets on my nerves all damn day long. I tried to stop wearing it for a bit but my husband decided he wanted to make little "comments" about me not wearing it all the time and that started to get on my nerves so I am just wearing it again. I am really afraid to get it sized. It feel like it will jinx me or something. Yeah I'm motivated and doing what I need to do and yeah I do think of this as a true lifestyle change...but I still am kinda weirded out at the idea of getting it sized now. SIGH. So now I believe my finger is an 8 but my wedding ring is a 9 and my engagement ring is a 10. Yeah...too damn big!
Well that's about it...not much else going on with me. Things in my relationship are still pretty rocky...I have no idea how this is going to work out. I just don't know. But one day at a time I guess...that's life. I'm hoping for the best.
-A
