Monday, October 24, 2011

Update

Okay, so this past week wasn't that great. I didn't exercise not one fricking time. But previously I have been working out 3 days a week. I am also going to get back to that this week. I'm still doing what I should be doing. I just wanted to update. Not much to say. I am now down a total of 74.8 pounds. So no complaints here!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Checking In, Again

Okay so I went on vacation and for a week my eating went OK...not good...not bad...but OK. I didn't stick with WW totally, but I definitely didnt' go overboard as I typically do once I am on vacation. I also started to slack on exercise. Okay let's just say technically haven't been doing well. But I went to the meeting Sunday...I actually STAYED and listened and I am motivated to keep it going. I actually don't feel BAD about myself right now. I am dressing better...I actually purchased a pair of jeans from Lane Bryant yesterday (with a coupon...that damn store is tooooooo expensive) and I'm feeling awesome! Mind you I want to keep losing weight...but I don't HATE myself as I did when I weighed almost 70 pounds more.
I have always been a "big" girl...but now that I'm a less bigger girl...still big, but not as big...I'm happy. Well as happy as I can be. So I'm back to tracking my food and exercising. OH and a BIG NSV...so I woke up this morning at 6:30a as usual to work out and I'm usually in there alone...but this morning there was a guy in there working out. Instead of turning around (as I have done before due to embarrassment) I went in there and STILL worked out...YAY. That's huge for me! I was like...shoooot I woke up this early and no way in hell I'm going to turn around. Plus I needed to work out, period. I need to tone up...and keep losing weight. I'm super proud of myself. Yay. Well that's my update...I am feeling good and staying motivated!