Friday, June 10, 2011

Been A Long Time...

Wow it's been forever, right? Yeah I know! Well at this time when someone doesn't blog for several months it can be assumed that he/she has gained a bunch of weight or just generally " fallen off" the weight loss wagon, right? Ahhh...well in my case you would be wrong! I am still on WW and though for the past 2 weeks I've been struggling a bit I have not gained any weight...actually I am currently at 287.2. What??! Shocking I know. I have lost a total of 50.2 pounds.

I am so thankful to have lost weight and I will continue to do so. It's been tough...but I won't stop! I have a lot more energy now...my clothes fit better...oh and my face looks a better/smaller...not a LOT smaller...but smaller all the same. lol Yeah I'm still fat...but hell I'm not ASS fat...so that's a start.

Wedding starting to stressing me out. My father is stressing me out. Money is stressing me out. Life is stressing me out. UGH! I'd love to just sit down at a lovely Chinese buffet and gorge on food. But I won't. It's so much easier just being super fat...than having control. But I can do this. I won't let it get me down. No sir!

Anywho, I just wanted to check in. I'll update more later!